Thursday, November 8, 2012
Glory Glory What the Hell of a Way to Die
I have to make sure I have my parachute before I jump out of the plane.
'8I Truth Behind Intentions
So, you kids wanted to sneakily total totalling yourselves and leave us in the moral dust to be totalled as crap.
A Lesson (Well-)Learned
I noticed something.
My hands really did used to look really good.
I knew it would get worse as time went on and I stopped playing the piano.
It's like being old and dead. Up north, my hands hardened up. I was kicked out of piano and voice at my original college. It was the most pain I'd felt other than later my back writhing for like 1|2 hour.
I was also thinking ... well, you see the piano is what made me interesting.
My hands really did used to look really good.
I knew it would get worse as time went on and I stopped playing the piano.
It's like being old and dead. Up north, my hands hardened up. I was kicked out of piano and voice at my original college. It was the most pain I'd felt other than later my back writhing for like 1|2 hour.
I was also thinking ... well, you see the piano is what made me interesting.
What did I just do?
Don't all the things I did wrong have to do with things like money?
Please don't toss up what I did at birth.
Please don't toss up what I did at birth.
Being European
Some people are desperate for attention.
I wonder why I can't act European like other people do.
Why do people tell me I'm things I'm not.
Pretty much, anything you don't let me do you let other people do. I have one mission in life, and that's impossible.
I wonder why I can't act European like other people do.
Why do people tell me I'm things I'm not.
Pretty much, anything you don't let me do you let other people do. I have one mission in life, and that's impossible.
Kids!
So, people the age of Jimmy Fallon's kids would be born in like 1994+. For Ellen DeGeneres it's 1998. I think that people her age had kids 1978. People could have kids in 1985 if they were born 1945.
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Judge
People who don't like to sing think they can judge people who posted videos of them singing Andrew Lloyd Webber on YouTube. Pretty much, the karaoke company holds the rights, but I'm "discontinuing..."
Big and Popular
Oh wow, you gotta serious problem with healthy eaters?
Also, quit acting like you're popular. You were pretty mean to me. I didn't really attack you as a person. Oh wow! Who the Hell do you think you are? Why do you have to take things so literally!
Also, quit acting like you're popular. You were pretty mean to me. I didn't really attack you as a person. Oh wow! Who the Hell do you think you are? Why do you have to take things so literally!
Quit It!
Quit being stupid and prissy. I can say whatever I want. Just because I get mad doesn't mean you can bonk me on the head. How stupid can you be? Think for yourself, lame brains, and don't take *shit* so literally.
Hypnosis
I'd probably be stronger and better and understand it.
You can't keep doing things to ruin my life when things happen to me. WTF do you think I am? Do you think I have to submit myself to the idiocy that surrounds the popularity of people born in the early 60s and late 50s?
You can't keep doing things to ruin my life when things happen to me. WTF do you think I am? Do you think I have to submit myself to the idiocy that surrounds the popularity of people born in the early 60s and late 50s?
Getting Away
Ellen DeGeneres gets away with a lot of weird messages. I mean, she makes suggestions yet doesn't exemplify them as a person. I'm not really sure, though, where I'm getting these suggestions.
When I Was a Child
Why doesn't Ellen DeGeneres exemplify the traits she had as a child yet says she represents them?
Isn't
Why does Ellen DeGeneres think she is destined for the esteem she has? I mean she isn't half Chinese.
Are you asking me a question?
What's so impressive about acting like people born around 1957-1961 fall apart by choice?
Stupid Suggestions
Why are young people so suggestive?
Like, they want to ruin your life at the base.
Why does Ellen DeGeneres attack you if you're not perfect, like she's waiting for the perfect person, just to make herself up like she holds the expectations of others? Who deserves to expect people to be perfect because of "who they think they are?" Also, note, Ellen DeGeneres was like a perfect child and became perfect again as an adult, though as a preteen and teen she seemed to be a tomboy, for sure. Well, she seems to have had different kinds of stages, too...
Notice that Tim Burton follows this suit, as well. I guess they're protecting Johnny Depp.
I don't know what people think, however innocent, however soft, but I'm tired of being flipped off by Tim Burton in after-messages. Like, I can't turn to anyone and have to see them go crazy in steps because of their heritage? Don't do that! :0
What's so grand about being stupid?
Like, they want to ruin your life at the base.
Why does Ellen DeGeneres attack you if you're not perfect, like she's waiting for the perfect person, just to make herself up like she holds the expectations of others? Who deserves to expect people to be perfect because of "who they think they are?" Also, note, Ellen DeGeneres was like a perfect child and became perfect again as an adult, though as a preteen and teen she seemed to be a tomboy, for sure. Well, she seems to have had different kinds of stages, too...
Notice that Tim Burton follows this suit, as well. I guess they're protecting Johnny Depp.
I don't know what people think, however innocent, however soft, but I'm tired of being flipped off by Tim Burton in after-messages. Like, I can't turn to anyone and have to see them go crazy in steps because of their heritage? Don't do that! :0
What's so grand about being stupid?
This needs no explanation.
Why did talk show hosts become so annoying?
Sorry, Jimmy Fallon, for saying you didn't say anything after awhile, because you weren't in the room.
Sorry, Jimmy Fallon, for saying you didn't say anything after awhile, because you weren't in the room.
My Life is a Ride
My life is a roller coaster, a really bad roller coaster.
Every time something really good happens, something really bad has to happen.
Every time something really good happens, something really bad has to happen.
Cares
I notice my dad's careless. My mom raised us on really healthy food, except there was a time when my mom let me have a hot dog with Raman noodles, while she was pregnant with my brother.
So, I went to the mental hospital. My mom let me have healthy hamburgers and make my own pizza.
You know, I wonder why my dad is so unforgiving to my mom and doesn't really take responsibility.
So, my dad gave me lots of Pizza Pockets and took me to the movies after. There was a huge box from Costco! He also insisted I take the medicine. I went back when I got off it the first time. You know, it's unbearable there.
So, I went to the mental hospital. My mom let me have healthy hamburgers and make my own pizza.
You know, I wonder why my dad is so unforgiving to my mom and doesn't really take responsibility.
So, my dad gave me lots of Pizza Pockets and took me to the movies after. There was a huge box from Costco! He also insisted I take the medicine. I went back when I got off it the first time. You know, it's unbearable there.
Wait, this girl, instead!
Wait, I mean this girl. The other girl was just prominent in the credits.
"Reba" ran from 2001-2007.
This girl is born in 1979, in Tampa. The other girl was born in California.
link
"Reba" ran from 2001-2007.
This girl is born in 1979, in Tampa. The other girl was born in California.
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School
So, in Pre-K, we had no music. It was a Catholic school in Southeastern Florida but not along the coast. People taunted me both years.
In kindergarten, we didn't really seem to do much. I remember listening about black people on the head phones and a lot of things like that and coloring. I actually liked the coloring.
In 1st grade, we learned to read eloquently, at least I did.
In 2nd grade, we had phonics, but I didn't pay attention and did well.
In 3rd grade, we got stories read to us a lot and had lectures.
In 4th grade, I got glasses.
In 5th grade, I had problems not going to the bathroom.
In 6th grade, I started going to sleep late.
In 7th grade, I was under the belief I'd get enough sleep.
In 8th grade, I failed the gifted test.
In 9th grade, I wasn't popular.
In 10th grade, I was busy.
In 11th grade, I flunked and switched to an unaccredited Baptist school down the street.
In 12th grade, I didn't get a 4.0.
In my 1st semester of college, I hadn't read my summer honors English books.
In my 2nd semester of college, I stayed up until like 5 A.M.
During the summer, I couldn't do any of the homework.
My 1st semester 2nd year, I couldn't do any of the history and had problems with the theory at the school during the hurricane break.
My 2nd semester 2nd year, ballet made me fat doing the after-school program, as well, and the really good people leaving. I couldn't succeed in the non-honors courses in general studies.
My 3rd semester 2nd year, I felt tortured by noises that made me want to commit suicide and was taken to the police.
My 1st semester my 3rd year, I had to leave General Studies and had fun in the science lab courses. I got a good part in The Nutcracker in the city but had to go home.
I took 1 course for 1 credit hour at my new home in Orlando by a guy who looked like Obama.
Next semester, I did classes online. I lost my friends when I kept spamming them. I failed. I have to repeat the courses but won't.
I withdrew my next semester. I remember going on Facebook one semester, too, but I didn't get on until the summer.
In kindergarten, we didn't really seem to do much. I remember listening about black people on the head phones and a lot of things like that and coloring. I actually liked the coloring.
In 1st grade, we learned to read eloquently, at least I did.
In 2nd grade, we had phonics, but I didn't pay attention and did well.
In 3rd grade, we got stories read to us a lot and had lectures.
In 4th grade, I got glasses.
In 5th grade, I had problems not going to the bathroom.
In 6th grade, I started going to sleep late.
In 7th grade, I was under the belief I'd get enough sleep.
In 8th grade, I failed the gifted test.
In 9th grade, I wasn't popular.
In 10th grade, I was busy.
In 11th grade, I flunked and switched to an unaccredited Baptist school down the street.
In 12th grade, I didn't get a 4.0.
In my 1st semester of college, I hadn't read my summer honors English books.
In my 2nd semester of college, I stayed up until like 5 A.M.
During the summer, I couldn't do any of the homework.
My 1st semester 2nd year, I couldn't do any of the history and had problems with the theory at the school during the hurricane break.
My 2nd semester 2nd year, ballet made me fat doing the after-school program, as well, and the really good people leaving. I couldn't succeed in the non-honors courses in general studies.
My 3rd semester 2nd year, I felt tortured by noises that made me want to commit suicide and was taken to the police.
My 1st semester my 3rd year, I had to leave General Studies and had fun in the science lab courses. I got a good part in The Nutcracker in the city but had to go home.
I took 1 course for 1 credit hour at my new home in Orlando by a guy who looked like Obama.
Next semester, I did classes online. I lost my friends when I kept spamming them. I failed. I have to repeat the courses but won't.
I withdrew my next semester. I remember going on Facebook one semester, too, but I didn't get on until the summer.
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The Soapbox
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Schools are making kid sit around all
day but be submitted to stupid feelings. Bad kids ramble on and make
jokes with the teacher. They have you memorize facts and not read.
Always.
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Plotting Against Me
People are actually out there plotting against me and only me ultimately who know me well for some reason, now.
It's My Life - Don't You Forget
So, people are trying to make my life inevitably as bad as others's.
Under the Wind
So, it looks like people are skirting around trying to calculate if I would do something bad if I could.
Wild Fantasies
Do you know people who make wild fantasies want life to be really complicated and hard yet uninteresting and rather boring?
Desired High School Schedule
Year 1
1. Religion I
2. English II H
3. Geometry H
4. History
5. Biology I H
6. Health | PE I
7. Art I
Year 2
1. Religion II
2. English III APH
3. Algebra II APH
4. History
5. Chemistry I H
6. PE II
7. Art II
Year 3
1. Religion III
2. English IV APH
3. Advanced Math APH
4. History
5. Civics
6. Physics H
7. Art III
College - Loyola University New Orleans - Public Relations & Honors w|required minor in Women's Studies
I would go during the summer, at least 3 courses, and take 18 hours a semester. I'd graduate in 3 years, when I am turning 20, rather than when I am turning 22. Then, I could work for Disney with young children or tweens.
1. Religion I
2. English II H
3. Geometry H
4. History
5. Biology I H
6. Health | PE I
7. Art I
Year 2
1. Religion II
2. English III APH
3. Algebra II APH
4. History
5. Chemistry I H
6. PE II
7. Art II
Year 3
1. Religion III
2. English IV APH
3. Advanced Math APH
4. History
5. Civics
6. Physics H
7. Art III
College - Loyola University New Orleans - Public Relations & Honors w|required minor in Women's Studies
I would go during the summer, at least 3 courses, and take 18 hours a semester. I'd graduate in 3 years, when I am turning 20, rather than when I am turning 22. Then, I could work for Disney with young children or tweens.
"Bam! Elimination! Lack of Education"
Loyola has discontinued its Education program. It was in the works while I was being let go as a Music Education major.
Hey!
How much are you gonna have to touch upon? Don't touch my future son! He's not your son! Yes, you can interact with him. Yes, you can technically touch him sometimes, but I shouldn't have to say that.
Following the Crowd
Did you notice Ellen DeGeneres likes to actually go along with the crowd, herself? I just realized that.
Just Finished Breakfast
I wish I got breakfast Hot Pockets or strudels, but I guess they would cost too much money. I had bacon, too.
Ruining My Relationships
The thing is I pretty much don't get close to my dad in that way. I get more emotional with people who are more emotional. I'm not sure if it's because my mom is Chinese. He's just always been that way. I really don't like it and wanna get out. I just have to live here for my health. I'm not sure what to do. I don't want it to ruin my relationship with my mom, neither.
Sue
I found out people were watching me through an experiment. So, I noticed my dad seems to be really sensitive to me. It made me mad because I was sensitive around him to not have him know too much about me. He was supposed to not watch me. I'm very mad. I wanna sue.
Dream
I remember there was a tollbooth in a tollbooth. The one inside was red. It turned out to be to small and for Barbies. My brother and I were there and saw my dad adding numbers to subjects on a computer. I kept getting mad at him for being suggestive but then hugged him and decided not to get mad. Other things happened, too.
Before, I know we were traveling and buying things.
Before, I know we were traveling and buying things.
Ah! I just woke up!
I put my computer to sleep.
Gonna have donuts.
You know, I don't really get that fuzzy feeling when I wake up, though I am a bit tired. It's from the weekend when I was trying to talk to my dad. I guess he's winding down, now.
Gonna have donuts.
You know, I don't really get that fuzzy feeling when I wake up, though I am a bit tired. It's from the weekend when I was trying to talk to my dad. I guess he's winding down, now.
No Tea?
Well, I'm hitting the sack, soon. :{ I wanna see what's on TV. I jogged tonight. My stuff's loaded. I guess I gotta just keep getting better. I could *beep* myself for not posting online sooner, on a blog.
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